Advanced recovery blues


These are the things I am currently dealing with at this junction in my life and my recovery:

  1. Unable to or unwilling to use old defense mechanism (running away, losing myself in a man, hibernating, quitting, giving up)
  2. Exposing myself to the world, but feeling overexposed and unprepared and inexperienced.
  3. No longer able to relate to people in a sexual way (for most of my life this is how I related to people, with the exception of close friends and family).
  4. Having to maintain dignity during moments of extreme nervousness, insecurity and lack of confidence.
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